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[May. 7th, 2006|02:53 pm] |
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people at my work think im a crazy racist. thats bullshit. just because i dont agree with the nigerian guys belief in god doesnt mean i hate black people. fuck them. i think they're all crazy. im not. |
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| ugh |
[Feb. 6th, 2006|11:44 am] |
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I haven't posted for awhile. I haven't really been going online too much. I've been working a nice amount, 5 days a week at one place and another 2 days delivering pizza (order delivery from Rosatti's in St. Charles). I've been clean from the dank for about 3 1/2 weeks now. My parents discovered the wonders of at-home drug tests, so if I want a place to stay, other than Chunky Fuck's place, I gotta piss clean. Its really wierd, I don't know if I like it that much, I'm pretty sure I don't. Its weird, I don't feel faster, I just feel like I'm experiencin life in a different way, that presents the world, and its shitty-ness that I can't tolerate. I don't think I can tolerate any of this society's myopic narcissism too much longer. Everyone is just so ignorantly eating what the people above feed them. Its just a good thing to remember that those people are just that, people, and not God. I wish they could see that, but introspection was never their greatest trait. They like to do more of a critical inspection of the untouchable subjects. Capitolism is a fancy ford for passive aristochracy. bye |
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| Fucking Long Night |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|01:45 pm] |
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So I get a call in a job interview, and its Bobby. I get out of the job interview and call Bobby back and he says to meet him by the Walgreens by Big City Dogs, they were going to Elgin to get Susies nose pierced. We go to Elgin, get all that done, and then head back. Everyone in the car was hungry so we were heading in the direction of Big City Dogs. Bobby came to a complete stop at the intersection, but didn't see this car coming and pulled out, but not in front of him, just enough to scare him. The car was a police car, and we got pulled over. The LEO asked for license and registration and Bobby was driving on a ticket, so LEO said he was just gonna write a warning. He came back to the car and told Bobby it wasn't his lucky day, and to step out, he was under arrest. The cops asked all of us in the car, Adrienne, Susie and I if we had any bud, Susie told LEO she had some, and she got taken away, the cops asked us if we had any, and we said no, and then they looked around, and found the bubbler. I got taken out of the car and cuffed and had to sit on the police car and Adrienne had to sit in a police car. They told me if I tried to run they let the dog out on me. Some guy comes up to me acting all tough saying he's the Narc officer for Kane county and he's gonna bring the scent dog over, and he scratches and bites if he smells anything. He asked that if I had any narcotics to hand them over. I said no, and this dialogue repeated about 3 times until he brought the dog over to me and it sniffed once and walked away. They let the dog in the car, and it didn't even find the bubbler they left in the back pocket for the dog to get practice with. It also didn't smell the bud that was in Bobby's jacket int eh car. So bobby and Susie got taken to the Kane County Jail. Bobby for an arrest warrant for missing a court date. $150 to get out. Susie for $500 cause she missed a court date, too. Nobody got charged for the pot, cause the police officers were human enough to maybe empathize and see that there was enougn shit on their hands that they didn't need another charge. So, another interesting night. |
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| Hey you |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|11:05 am] |
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So everyone went to ISU again. They keep calling me. Thats fine, I love hearing from them. If they don't call, I'll call. Scott called me yesterday, he was down at ISU, he wanted directions to Wal-Mart. Dammit, it just feels weird not hanging out with the same people that you had been for the last four months. I had class at community college yesterday, that place is going to be easy as shit. My history teacher asked the class how old America was. As i was thinking "oh, its 229 years old, almost 230" this kid said 'ugh, 700?" What the fuck. I'm thinking I'm gonna be able to get through it just fine. I miss Mike and Scott and Sam. I'm gonna visit a lot, it would be hard not to. |
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| Tired |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|02:55 pm] |
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It was a fun night last night. |
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| Party |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|09:41 am] |
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So I partied with these kids I haven't seen in what seems like forever. Some of them I didn't konw, and others I just haven't seen in awhile. As I killed my bottle of wine and 5 more beers, it got more confortable. I met this kid who I thought knew a lot about weed, until he told me that this stuff he had was White Widow x Bubblegum, even though it obviously wasn't, considering its piney scent and taste. He told me it was also called trianwreck. Bullshit, you can only get trainwreck by clone, likely out in California. He also told me that seeds aren't worth getting in Canada or Amsterdam, and they're all bunk. He said his brother grew weed in "a perfect ph of 9.5", and it was perfectly in between basic and acidic. First of all, everyone knows that perfect ph is 7, and 9.5 is very basic, second of all, if weed was grown in a ph of 9.5, those plants would be dead, as pot prefers a ph of about 6.2-6.5, whereever it looks. |
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| 96.3% Certain |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|07:51 pm] |
OK, so Illinois State was alright, aside from the sheeple, the tools, the jackasses, LEO, no money, no job, lame classes, my immobility in life, and not to mention the shitty grades. All of these things together makes me about 96.3% certain I'm not going back there for a second semester. Illinois State wasn't leading anywhere, it was just keeping me still. I'm not supposed to make something out of it, aren't colleges supposed to make something out of me? I know it sounds dehumanizing, but still. Don't turn us into robots, or cogs for your slots, suggest a direction, don't discourage me. I think the only reason I would go back is because some of the coolest people I've ever met are going to be down there. And although this is an excelent reason to do something big, its not an excelent reason to go to school, unless I plan on going to school and applying myself. So I'm gonna plan on working full time. I'm thinking of maybe moving to Vermont? Or some other place in the Northeast, or Southern or Central Coast of California, or the Northwest is an even better idea, but farther than the Northeast. Mostly just anywhere but Geneva. I'll probably stay in the suburbs for awhile, and I'll be able to see everyone when they come up from school, and I'll be able to come down and visit. I'd rather do something where I can see the change, rather than hope for something good to come out of my four years of attendence at a stupid cliche school full of stupid cliche people, where I'm taught stupid cliche shit.
Fuck It. |
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| Good Deed Turns Into Major Drug Bust In A Hypothetical Context |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|03:49 am] |
Clinton, IL (JP)-Another link in the drug world's chain of network has once again been broken with the arrest of two young adults. Countless were involved in this incident, as seven young adults were taken into DeWitt County Sheriff's Department custody.
La Tremaine Johnson lost control of the 1988 Ford Ranger when it hit a patch of ice in the road. Johnson drove through the median and onto the opposing lane, immediately driving off the road and into a snowbank.
The driver of a 1999 Ford Conversion Van, Robert ***** saw this scene unfold, along with his passengers Adrienne *****, Michael *****, John ******, Ryan ******, Sam ******, all residents of the Chicago suburbs. The group immediately pulled the van over, and prceded to walk towards the van to check on the current situation, and to check on Johnson.
When the group arrived at the scene, Johnson was exiting his vehicle, asking for help, witnesses say. Robert, John, and Michael went into the snow filled field to help push the truck as Johnson used the pedal to accelerate the turck backwards.
After about five minutes, an off duty fire fighter, Nicholas Brown, arrived on the scene. He proceeded to contact the DeWitt County Sheriff's Department, and shortly after Officer James Eichman, Sergeant Richard Rommel, and Officer Peter Hindler arrived.
The Officers noticed the teens assisting Johnson, and called all of the people involved over. The Officers began questioning the group. Afer some questioning Officer Rommel noticed a pin with a marihuana leaf on Scott ********'s jacket. Officer Rommel then smelled what he believed as alcohol. He began questioning members of the group that was assisting Johnson about how much liquor had been drank, and who the driver was.
After the group insisted that they hadn't been drinking alchohol, Officer Rommel asked if he could search the van. Robert told Rommel that he didn't consent to a search. After more attempts at getting evidence through individual questioning turning up nothing, Rommel ran accross the street with his flashlight and began to visually search the van, where he found a jar with DANK SENSIMILLA. With this he searched the rest of the van and found one empty bottle of wine, one handle of rum, two pipes, and about 12 grams of marihuana.
The group was taken to the station where John admitted to the alcohol and pipe that was found in his backpack and charged with the possesion of drug paraphenalia, illegal alcohol transportation, and illegal consumption of alcohol by a minor. Robert was charged with multiple drug charges, multiple paraphenalia charges, and illegal trasportation of alcohol.
Officer Rommel explained his confidence in the catch, and its impact.
"We really think we got a good catch with this, these guys weren't there for anything but trouble."
Eichman commented on the motives of these drug abusers, stating that they were-
"Just a bunch of scumbags trying to get messed up. They were modern day hippies, traveling in this van all across America doing lots of drugs, and nothing productive."
After ten hours of lockdown, the drug criminals were both released on $200.00 bail each. They are scheduled to appear in court on January 11, 2006.
sothisisfuckedupandithinkthatifanyofyouarethinkingabouthelpingsomeoneout,thenyouprobablyshouldthinkagain,causeitllgetyoufucked.nowijusthatecopsevenmore. |
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| weird |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|03:03 am] |
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So today Mike, Scott, Kelly, Ryan, and I all went in on an ounce. Ryan collected his share, after doing all the ratios, and fair trading implimentations. Kelly got hers, cause shes not gonna be smoking with us that much, so...And the rest Mike and Scott and I are splitting. Its some really good outdoor stuff. I just finished the stuff for this Sociology group presentation tomorrow. I also have a disciplinary hearing tomorrow. I found a picture of Dave Jaeger dressed as a total fuck on that facebook craziness. He's dressed like a chick, with makeup, and a skirt. I might print out a couple of the pictures, and telling them that Jaeger Bomb's testimony and incident report is unreliable and not credible because he's mentally unstable, I don't know. BYE |
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| That's That |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|02:44 am] |
So I'm back at school, after ten days of giving thanks. It's alright. I'm glad to be back so I can see everyone, but the school days are starting to get really shitty. They're especially shitty since the chemicals are running low. Mike, Scott, and I bought a half ounce of really good dank, and we planned on making it last over 3 weeks, thinking that the vaporizer would make it stretch. That didn't work and it was gone in about three days. Now is when I wish I lived in a warmer environment (yeah, California is looking really good now). So I want to drop out and go and leave most of what is here, and start something new? I don't know, it's only a happy thought.
Chunk It. |
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| Fuck these guys |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|01:15 am] |
Rolls, rolls, rolls, thats all about that, it'll be fucking great, like always, I can't wait.
Today some guy sent me some thing about my incident I had smoking in my room, it's pretty lame, and funny at the same time. Some stuff is bullshit, like how Ryan's eyes were cached, BS, he hadn't been smoking, and LEO (Officer Pearsons) didn't smell burnt buds, or else she would've tried to have me incarcerated. Well, here it is.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
11-08-2005
John Powell
Manchester 1337
Incident: #295
Dear John Powell,
I am writing to inform you that I have received a complaint regarding possible violations of the Code of Student Conduct. A report describing the event in question is included at the bottom of this email. The sections of the Code relevant to this incident are:
* C2: Failure to Comply -
* C7: Drug Policy -
* C4: Residence Hall Regulations - Bottle and Can
* C4: Residence Hall Regulations - Ceiling
* C4: Residence Hall Regulations - Limited Access (Guest Registration)
* C4: Residence Hall Regulations - Noxious Odor
You are required to meet with me in order to discuss this situation. Please contact Student Conduct, University Housing Services at (309)438-8883 in order to schedule an appointment to meet with me before 11-15-2005. In preparation for this meeting, I invite you to familiarize yourself with your due process rights at Illinois State University. They can be found at the following web address: http://www.crr.ilstu.edu/ (click on Student Conduct and then Code of Student Conduct). At this meeting, we will discuss your version of these events, and whether or not the charges are accurate. If we can reach an agreement on the facts in this case and whether or not sanctions are appropriate, we will be able to resolve your case at this meeting. Otherwise, the case will be referred to the University Hearing Panel (UHP), and we will discuss the rights and responsibilities you would have in that process.
Failure to meet with me by the deadline date will result in an additional charge of Abuse in the Disciplinary System (C10), and a decision on how to proceed in this matter will be made in your absence.
Please feel free to contact me with any questions or concerns you may have regarding this matter.
Sincerely,
Mboka Mwilambwe, Case Manager
University Housing Services
Encl.: Incident report
Pc: file
Incident Description:
Date/Time: 2005-10-30 00:50:00
Location: Manchester
Room: 1337
RA Dave Jaeger was on rounds when he noticed the smell of marijuana coming from room 1337. RA Jaeger immediately called RA Ricky Wojcik and asked him to come up to the 13th floor for a “second smell.” RA Wojcik also confirmed the noxious odor coming from room 1337, so RA Jaeger called Prostaff Nida Kazim. Prostaff Kazim quickly arrived and could also smell the noxious odor coming from room 1337. RA Kazim then knocked on the door and announced herself as Prostaff on duty. Resident Ryan Cordes then answered the door. Immediately a strong smell of marijuana could be smelt and Resident Cordes eyes were very red. Prostaff Kazim explained the situation and asked to come in the room. Resident Cordes agreed. When RA Jaeger, RA Wojcik, and Prostaff Kazim entered the room there was a fan on that was blowing air out of the open window. Prostaff Kazim asked them to turn off the fan and shut the window. When asked why the window was open, Resident Cordes said “they burned popcorn and it smelled bad.” Also in the room was the roommate, Resident John Powell, Resident Michael Maita, Resident Scott Southard, Guest Adrienne Patricia Bodem, and Guest Madison Acks. Prostaff Kazim noticed that the residents had a sheet hanging from the ceiling and informed them that that was a ceiling violation. Also she noticed around 15 plus bottles littering the floor and informed the residents that that was a bottle collection violation. RA Wojcik asked if the two guests were checked in, but they had not been so he informed the residents that this was a guest violation. Prostaff Kazim and RA Jaeger began having the residents of the room search all over the room. RA Jaeger noticed tobacco, a lighter, and rolling paper on Resident Powells desk. After searching for a while RA Jaeger asked Resident Powell to open his desk drawer, but he immediately refused and Resident Maita began shaking his head towards Resident Powell trying to silently tell him not to open it. RA Jaeger insisted that Resident Powell open the drawer but Resident Powell refused about 5 times. Prostaff Kazim then informed Resident Powell to open the desk or she would call ISU PD. Resident Powell said he knew they couldn’t search his room, so to go ahead and call. Officer Peasley soon arrived and told everyone in the room that she could smell pot so that they should take it out. Resident Powell refused so Officer Peasley told the people in the room that everyone had to leave except for the two residents of the room. Resident Maita, Resident Southard, Guest Bodem, and Guest Acks all left the building. RA Jaeger exchanged information with Prostaff Kazim and then continued on his rounds.
Fuck them, they think that me, and my friends are just a bunch of dumb stoners that don't know shit, well, we fucking know how to handle things, and they're gonna be supprised when we turn this around on them, in more than just a big fuck you, 'cause they don't have shit on us. The only way any of us can be incriminated is if one of us fesses up, but that won't happen. We're allowed to have an "advisor" during each proceeding, and students are allowed to be advisors. I'm gonna be there for every meeting, and make sure nothing goes down, I've already read all the rules, including the due process rights, and information of what we're being accused of. I can get out of the bottle/can violation, the RA's never told us we were getting a violation on it, and there is no proof of the violation, because they didn't count the exact number.
God, I can't wait to give these guys a taste of large amounts of freedom and justice, d-bags. |
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| Albert Hoffman is cool |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
So this weekend and days leading to it were pretty cool. On Thursday Mike, Scott, Sam and I dosed, and Scott and I went to the forest to make a movie. I looks fucking kickass, so, if anyone wants to see it, just IM me, or something, so I can send it to you. Its 500 MEGS, so, patience will be pretty neat. I ate 3, and Scott and Sam enjoyed their first times with 2. On Friday everyone got trashed and went to the bunker, but not before getting busted in Sam's room cause Matt tore down the sign. We were told we were being disrespectful to the authority, and we were, but i don't ive a shit pleading the first to fascist assholes. Matt told them his name was Carl Gope and he was working for the Federal Census Buruea in Katanee County, and he got paid 22 dollars and hour with a masters degree. We then were escorted outside, and Matt pissed in these bushes and the sheeple came out and got mad, and Matt showed them his schlong, and that pissed them off even more and they called the cops on us and we had to run away. Earlier that night there was a frat initiation ritual in fron to of Watterson, and the frat was all black people. We went to go watch, and the entire audience was black, except for us. Matt, Adam and I started getting rowdy, and they told us we were outnumbered, and if we didn't take out cue to leave, they were gonna "whoop yo assess". That wasn't nice, and I told them we were all just people spinnign around on earth, and that didnt help the situation.
I practiced some liquid dancing so the next rolling experience should have some cool visuals.
Saturday was uneventful cause it rained a lot. Scott and I watched fast times at Ridgemont High. Crazy fucking early 80's teen flick with Sean Penn playing the crazy stoner-surfer Jeff Spicoli. "Well, its a way of looking at that wave and saying, 'Hey bud, let's party!' Hey, where'd you get that jacket!?"
funny shit
We got a call from Ryan asking if we wanted to go party when they got our of the show at like 12:30, and we said "Yeah, what the fuck", so we went out, and both got a free beer on the way to meet Sam and Ryan. We met up with Matt Donovan, and couldn't find anything to do, so we talked to these guys that were all drunk on a front porch untill we figured out they were lame as they talked about "dirty hos" being their favorite at the same time them being white. We walked away and they started yelling at us, and Matt started yelling back at them like a crazy mother fucker, and they said one of them was gonna come beat the shit out of all four of us, no dice. So we decided to call 911 on their "bitch asses" and Matt told the lady his name was Micheal Irving, and he was being yelled at for no reason as he walked down the street. He hung up, and the dispatcher called me back and asked me questions, and then told me they were gonna send a LEO to talk to me, they never came, so I left, but they did go talk to those drunk A-holes.
That's the end of this novel.buhbye |
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| weird ass day |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|05:25 am] |
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So today, and i guess what was yesterday, we all got totally tripped out. It was Scott and Sam's first times dosing. It was a really weird day, we planned on going to the forest to gather footage for a movie. Scott and I went and did that, and it was cool as hell. The movie should be pretty sweet. We all went to a pretty kickass Murder By Death show. It was loud as balls, and we all came up with weird phallic symbols for freedom. This girl came with us probably thought it was the weirdest night of her life. I'm pretty sure it was one for me. She didn't find out about our dosing situation until after Sam drove there. |
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| Neo-Colonialism in the United States |
[Nov. 2nd, 2005|02:04 pm] |
Neo-Colonialism has expanded to invove corporations getting involved in governmant policy. Through lobbying techniques, discreet bribery, and rampant cronyism, companies can advace their own agendas, and in the long run make more money. What happens when this kind of action occurs is people are being expoited. Not just world citizens being taken advantage of this poor policy, and global expansion of American companies, but so are the American people.
As companies grow, they gain more customers through extreme marketing techniques, low quality, yet affordable products, and monopolization by developing in places that are yet to be developed.
America has been shown not to be inperialistic in the time of military imperialism, but as the cold war ended, they were shown to be the most imperialistic country in civilization's histroy. This even compares to Rome, and Greece. This is justified through explanation that the United States practices neo-imperialistic ideals, this involving expansion accross the world not through mass amounts of military warfare, but mass amounts of economic warfare. |
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| Neo-Colonialism in the United States |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|01:20 pm] |
Well, now that communism was smashed thanks to the wonderful work of none other than top facsist Ronald Reagan there was no threat from any other type of economy from any other country to expand accross the globe and exploit developing nations. George I came around after Reagan, and he didn't do too much, except for invade a country for little reason. He couldn't have cared less about the people in Kuwait, he couldn't care less about anyone except himself and his cronies, and how they can help him, this help being financially in the world where power, wealth, and prestige matter most. What brings these needs and wants? Money.
Since we're on the topic of money, I'd like to propose that all money and currency be illegal. Money has been shown to be the worst drug in the world. Even though even though technically money is not a drug in that it is an ingestible inhebriant, but it is a drug in that it creates a mindset in people that has been shown to cause wars, bring exploitation of another human being, and will lead to even worse abuse of mind alteration substances. Money has know been know to lead to the use of power, also known as tripping.
George Bush the First invaded Kuwait not to protect the people there, but to protect the oil that is so cheaply sold to the United States. Oil is the infrastructure to the entire US economy, and without it, the country would be straight for downfall. |
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| Neo-Colonialism in the United States |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|03:39 am] |
Well, it's true that we live in a global economy, and it's true that we are nearly helpless to this fact that the US Federal Government does nothing but encourage this massive economic development throughout the world. Developing nations are taken advantage of every day due to their poor economic situation and the promise of possibly some money, aid, and attention from the already developed countries. The nation most responsible for this economic expansion all over the world is obviously, and without a doubt the United States of America. Ever since the administration of Ronald "The Great Negotiotor" Reagan, economic expansion and US influence accross the world has grown due to the highly greedy and capitalist nature of their free trade and open market policy. This policy came about during the Reagan/Neo-Nazi years of United States presidential reign. During the cold war, there was tension and fighting, but not primarily using weapons, but using diplomacy and economic warfare. Some information that is needed to know about this is that the capitalism and communism are not forms of government, but rather, they're forms of economic rhetoric that government base their nearly every policy making decision on. This economic warefare contimued by Reagan from the earlier parts of the cold war brought rise to a dominant form of economic policy as seen by the world, and this is capitalism, the idea that everyone has equal freedom to go about making money however they want, as long as the people who make the rules stay on top.
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